waaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what? i can't believe my eyes and ears... that rumor is still going around.. i guess it wont easily go away unless another one pops up.. showbiz talaga.. hearing that rumor for the firts time really made me sad.. cause i didn't expect that it will be that soon.. rather i wasn't expecting it at all.. it kind of hurt me.. it was like it was slapped right in my face.. or something like that.. the last time i felt something like this was the time my heart got hurt, crushed and torn all at the same time for the first time.. my mind was right.. i shouldn't have really learned to love him this much, specially when i know that i have no chance whatsoever.. oh no! i guess i'll just have to prepare my heart to be hurt again.. or should i look for someone else instead.. but it's not a fessible option for me right now.. cause no matter what i do.. he's always on my mind.. from the time i wake up til i close my eyes.. hehe.. song na ata yun... basta.. alam ko ang daming guys sa paligid.. meron sa school, at the malls.. but still.. my feelings for him are so overwhelming that i think i can no longer have feelings for another being.. well.. i guess i'll just have to wait and see on the outcome statement of this so-called love..