EMAIL???

my goodness grass.. he's email was just under my nose and over my face the whole time.. and i didn't even bother sending him an email, until now... well, cross my fingers and i hope he'll be able to read it and actually reply.. but with his very very much hectic schedule.. i hope he'll spare some little, itty-bitty time to mail me back..

i'm really wondering what his reaction would be.. i didn't make that email to mushy gushy in a really bizzare alternate world that is this.. huh? even i couldnt understand what i just typed in... continue with the program.. yeah, like the other people sending him.. i mean they always write, how cute he is.. how handsome, how much they enjoyed they're song... well, its already a known fact.. so why bother repeating it.. over and over again (hey! it's like Nelly and Tim Mcgraw's song.. over and over, i liked that song a lot) and they're songs are nice, very sentimental and it could even make you cry and re-think or remember your past boyfriend or girlfriend, on how you two broke up.. but i guess most of the fans doesn't know that or even understand the deep sense of their songs.. i mean the one who wrote those songs were really broken-hearted.. and some of them were trying to be happy about the situation, like looking at the brightside of things.. and they also have a song about compromising for the sake of the one that they love, that they'll even give up their love just to see that person happy.. its a sad, melancholic and tragic love song.. its like a goodbye song for their previously happy relationship with that person.. and the song underneath the waves (my favorite song among all their songs) its about reflecting and thinking about that certain person before and the consequences when he or both of them decides to enter in a relationship... it talks about a guy who was mesmerized by this girl, and he tells the girl that he's serious. but the girl has second thoughts about the proposal.. so i guess both of them are thinking wisely on the next step that each of them wants to take.. and now the guy has firmly decides that she is the one.. and that he is now opening himself up for the girl.. the cards are now laid down in front of the girl.. and he's now promising and waiting with passion that the girl would also approve to it.. and then he promises the girl that he'll be faithful and that he is very much ready, excited and happy that he has found her...