the crush
crush... crush... crush... hmm.. today my crush told me that i was looking good today.. all that i got to say was "oi".. hmm.. where did that come from?!? i could have said "wow, thanks for noticing" or "thanks for the compliment" but an "oi", i'm such a nut-head.. how can i get so stupid at times..
but have you ever wondered why everytime a certain person that is kinda special to us.. you know the CRUSH.. we all get kinda funny.. we talk strange and even act strange in front of that certain person... can't we just act normal.. you know be COOL and all.. but i guess you can never do that coz the central nervous system -they shouldn't have called it a system, coz it goes bizerk.. lol- becomes so alert due to the adrenaline that it can hardly process correctly, when it is most certainly needed to.. *sigh* we get all worked up with it.. we begin to sweat a lot, and the temperature -whew! it sure is HOT in here- and sometimes we get so light-headed that we could possibly think that we have lost our HEADS!! thank heavens we're not animated cartoons coz if we were then i bet that many people would have lost their heads by now! lol!!!
me.. woah!! that's another story.. everytime i see my crushes -well i have tons of them, kidding! at my school i have only 4 crushes, 2 of them are friends, 1 unknown and the other 1 is an acquaintance- my friends tell me that i have this very different but distinct smile for 4 different crushes. i haven't take notice of it coz i guess i'm too busy thinking of how to act as natural as i can.. but it still shows.. coz i really BLUSH a lot in front of them.. and i have this thing of staring at them like a total lunatic.. and they would start staring at me too.. maybe they are trying their best to figure out what the hell is wrong with ME!! LOL!!
in my entire existence in this world.. 19 years to be exact.. i had only 4 crushes that knew i have a crush on them.. two became my friends, the other one, i don't know about him, and lastly, was the one who had hurt me a lot.. the first ever guy that made me cry my heart out. and i almost thought that i would dry myself up due to constant and non-stop crying.. i have not gotten over it yet, coz the pain is still their -but i don't have any hopes of reconciliation, screw him!! what does he think of me a toy?!? there is no way that that idiot is ever gonna get another shot- but i am still hopeful that someone will look at me not as a friend but as a partner.. im still young there's no point of hurrying things up.. i still have tons of things to do, explore and enjoy..
but have you ever wondered why everytime a certain person that is kinda special to us.. you know the CRUSH.. we all get kinda funny.. we talk strange and even act strange in front of that certain person... can't we just act normal.. you know be COOL and all.. but i guess you can never do that coz the central nervous system -they shouldn't have called it a system, coz it goes bizerk.. lol- becomes so alert due to the adrenaline that it can hardly process correctly, when it is most certainly needed to.. *sigh* we get all worked up with it.. we begin to sweat a lot, and the temperature -whew! it sure is HOT in here- and sometimes we get so light-headed that we could possibly think that we have lost our HEADS!! thank heavens we're not animated cartoons coz if we were then i bet that many people would have lost their heads by now! lol!!!
me.. woah!! that's another story.. everytime i see my crushes -well i have tons of them, kidding! at my school i have only 4 crushes, 2 of them are friends, 1 unknown and the other 1 is an acquaintance- my friends tell me that i have this very different but distinct smile for 4 different crushes. i haven't take notice of it coz i guess i'm too busy thinking of how to act as natural as i can.. but it still shows.. coz i really BLUSH a lot in front of them.. and i have this thing of staring at them like a total lunatic.. and they would start staring at me too.. maybe they are trying their best to figure out what the hell is wrong with ME!! LOL!!
in my entire existence in this world.. 19 years to be exact.. i had only 4 crushes that knew i have a crush on them.. two became my friends, the other one, i don't know about him, and lastly, was the one who had hurt me a lot.. the first ever guy that made me cry my heart out. and i almost thought that i would dry myself up due to constant and non-stop crying.. i have not gotten over it yet, coz the pain is still their -but i don't have any hopes of reconciliation, screw him!! what does he think of me a toy?!? there is no way that that idiot is ever gonna get another shot- but i am still hopeful that someone will look at me not as a friend but as a partner.. im still young there's no point of hurrying things up.. i still have tons of things to do, explore and enjoy..
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